Grown up in a very traditional family in Varanasi and surrounded by more orthodox society means that you will have very strong views about all kind of intoxication whether its alcohol, Marijuana or any other objects. The primary reason for whole society being so paranoid about intoxicating object is their addictive power and the witch grip that you can't jettison.
After passing my whole teen age and most of 20s time without serious giving any thoughts about alcohol and marijuana and I have suddenly fall in love with magic of intoxication. To be more precise I am not addicted to any object yet I find a illusive pleasure that gives you but for short time though. Well the primary reason behind denying any kind of intoxicating object was their short lives magic and inability to dilute whole environment at least in my case.
However, living and spending quit a lot of time alone now days I have started exploring various avenues experimentation for intoxicating objects. After denying it for almost three decades I finally embraced it and eventually like it. Let me put it in that way that intoxication at least helps you to create a beautiful illusion around you and it may not last a long though. But in case if it helps you to get to sleep I think it serves the purpose.
